Monday, May 26, 2014

Feeling a little disappointed.


So, I decided to post the before and after of my left foot. I favor my right and I am very happy with what it looks like so far, but I am not happy; and very worried about my left.

It's actually the second toe that I am worried about and not happy with. As you can see, it is overlapping my big toe more than what it was before and kind of sitting up; and not BESIDE my big toe.

What confuses me is, the right side was way more curled than the toes on my left, but he managed to do a better job on my right than my left. I do remember him saying my toe on my left foot looks battered because he had to work on it harder. Well, I really wish you would have put the same effort into second toe on my left foot, so they at least look somewhat the same AND the toe would maybe then be sitting BESIDE my big toe, instead of almost on top.

These are just my thoughts right now. Over the past few days I have become obsessed with this issue and worried. The toe seems out of alignment and I am trying to tell myself that once the pin is taken out, it will fall into place, but I have looked at 100's of pictures and the toes, with pins in them are side by side.

I hope I am just worried for nothing. I keep staring at the picture and I am starting to wonder if it is over lapping the way it is because he did not straighten it completely, which he said he did not try to straighten it completely because of the way my skin is on the side at the top - curved over a little. So not happy. We agreed that he would straighten it and this is what I expected.

I guess I should have told him about my OCD and this thing I have with symmetry.

Right foot B &A 33 days Post OP

Left Foot B & A 27 days Post OP. 

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